I guess the blog is coming back up to life~

Anyways, I'm glad it is back (: I missed blogging on here~

and

THE NEW HEADER IS SO CUTE I COULD SHIT RAINBOWS AND UNICORNS~!!

LOL :D good job, tea. and yes, annie would definitely be the one to make the soluation explode ahahahah :D 
I LOVE MY FUCKIN HAIR ITS SO CUTE OMG DIES.

it's super adorable and i changed my poupee thing :))

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MY FUCKING TICKETS CAME AND THEY ARE LOVELY AND GORGEOUS SLKDJGSKJ. 
I AM SO FUCKING EXCITED GUYS THERE'S ONLY 8 DAYS LEFT LSJDSIJHLIW$YJ.

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Hmmm i don't have a deep story like Tea to post XD But I do have pictures to post of random crap 8DDDDDD

ALSO I AM SO EXCITE FOR THIS WEEKEND OMG SHITTING BRICKS.

So many things to do~~~ Koreatown...photoshoot....<3

YES I AM GOING TO FUCKING BUY THE LUCIFER ALBUM IN KTOWN I don't even care anymore wtf.

and believe it or not, this is the first kpop album i will purchase.
Like literally the first one O_o
Of course i've always wanted to buy a suju or big bang one,
i just never felt the compelling force to buy it as strongly as Lucifer~

I have a secret. 
I REALLY DISLIKED SHINEE IN THE BEGINNING.
yup, that's my super scandalous secrettttt >____>
I don't know why,
but i just remember that...
I couldn't understand WHY IN THE WORLD
everyone was soooo obsessed with SHINee.
My old Lj friends would probably remember the days
when i tried really hard to get into them but i just couldn't.
I thought they all looked like clones of each other and their
music was not appealing to me and i didn't even like jonghyun's voice.
;__________________;
thinking about it now makes me sad on how much awesomeness
i missed out on.
It's really ironic, honestly.
Like i really could not get into their music back then, but when i listen
to their old music now, i find that i love it really much ;____;
Anyways, I still have nooo idea what happened
and how come one day i just suddenly turned 360 degrees around the other way
and fell head over heels in love with SHINee.
Now they are everything to me.
and they have taken over my heart.
I can't remember the last time i was this obsessed with a kpop band...
probably 3 years ago when i got into Suju at first.
Now i find them so lovely, perfect, gorgeous, talented, amazing, and precious.
I love them so much and they mean so much to me
I need this album in my life right now and...
I want to support SHINee ... <3
Taemin has become my ultimate bias standing beside Heechul and TOP
and i've barely grown to like him this much in a month.
I still can't understand what happened to me or why I suddenly
fell in love with SHINee and Taemin the precious Maknae,
But they've changed my life in the short time of a couple months
and I never want to go back.

;______________________;


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so i bought super cute shit for school shit and idk it makes me happy to have cute shit at school cuz it makes me more motivated XDD
 





MY NEW FUCKIN PLANNERYEAH THATS RIGHT. i bought tons of korean stickers and just decorate the hell out of this when i'm bored XD see that little rabbit/dog on there going *___* ? Well thats matched up with  the smtown thing on my calendar and IT TOTALLY FITS WHAT MY REACTION IS XD


oh i bought cute keychain shit for my phone too~ and  i put taemin's pic and geun suk's on there :DDDDD



I just have one thing to kind of rant about..... is Lolly(check glossary)...... :/// so idk what the hell is going on with her she keeps on hanging out with that new friend of hers named CP (glossary again) and whenever we go ANYWHERE to try to hang out with lolly, CP is ALWAYS  fucking there. like seriously? I really can't take that much. So for like the fifth time now, we were trying to hang out with Lolly and CP is there again.. I have no problem against CP cuz she seems nice and all...but like she's taking away my best friend and I don't like it one bit. When we went shopping the other day, all Lolly did was hang out with CP and just kept walking off with her..and she didnt even talk to me or like SHOP with me or anything...WTF is going on. And maybe Lolly is forced to hang out with her since her dad is dating CP's mom but that still doesnt explain why this entire week CP's been sleeping at Lolly's house.. LIKE SERIOUSLY, what in the actual fuck? I just feel so angry cuz she just like waltzed into her life and like took her away from me and now i can't even hang out with my best friend without her being there. They need to figure their shit out cuz i'm only so patient -___- I mean, is some random chick you know for a few months more important than your best friend you've known for 6 years? JUST FEEL LIKE ITS UNFAIR and i feel replaced ... ;______; basically last night was open mic night again in Long beach and i always go with lin but because i heard that CP and Lolly were both going together again, I just  completely felt like not going anymore. I can see it alrdy... I would have gone there and been totally alone because they (lolly and CP) would just talk and  Lin invited Lei again which makes me more angry and then lin would just talk to him and I'd be a fucking loner and WTF is going on jesus christ ://  I really don't know if i should just confront Lolly and be like can we just hang out with you for one day without her tagging along? Or maybe she will tell me CP's her best friend now and she doesn't even care about us anymore. Well that's fine too, she just needs to tell us or something and be fucking straightforward cause i hate people who are wishy-washy. and CP BETTER FUCKING NOT BE GOING TO THE PHOTOSHOOT ON SUNDAY I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CUT A BITCH :| *phew* Feel better now after letting it all out >> ~~   yay enough angry rambling! excited for the weekend and I will talk to you guys later~ :D

(we need more gifs like these AHAHHAH XD)

ehh~

Today...

Is a sad day for Coffeeclouds here ...

Aah~~ I feel quite alone right now. It's sad and somewhat depressing. 

I'm just sitting here alone in my room doing my history homework.

You want to know what happened?

Lin is going to a party at a club today... and yeah..

She invited v to go because well, i guess they have been wanting to go clubbing for a while~

And I guess i couldn't come because the club is 18+

So i was left here alone at home ...

And I feel sad even though i dont want to go to club anyways and get grinded on by a nasty old pervert.

But I felt....

Like Cinderella dressing up her stepsisters beautifully so they can go to the ball ~
(i dont mean that they are mean and nasty or anything.)

and she is at home in her rags.

But i guess...

even if its a sad day here....and the weather forecast seems to be gloomy,

it's going to be okay because

Cinderella here doesn't need to go to a ball....

She's already found her prince charming ~<3

hey guys

important new notice about friday, alice in wonderlaand (:

So ummmm i need all three of you to get all the money together and give it to me BEFORE friday

so i need one of you guys (annie or something since you're closest to me) to like come over and give me the total money before friday.  so u guys should give the money to one person to give it to me x___X

the total is/should be $39 (: $13 each personnn~ So i'll call everyone tmrw or something and ask about the money and how its going to get to me ^^; 

the reason i need the total money from everyone before friday is because friday morning leland is going to go early and get the tickets for all of us instead of getting it online since it charges a fee of $1.25 EACH ticket for convenience fee! fucking ridiculous lol -_-'''

Sorry guys i can't help pay for tea's ticket since i'm paying FOR vy (i'm paying the whole 13$)

so...if u guys could each pay like 6 for tea? :( srry ><;

on friday, i dont get off till 3:00pm since i need to stay afterschool to work on my essay.  

ummmm what else??

OH RIGHT! so on friday... i don't think i can give  anyone a ride... since linda is probably taking me, vy and my little bros and then there's no more space X_X leland is getting his own ride x_X

ummm so i hope you can all work out to get rides there or something (maybe carpool together from like tea's or midori's mom? >_<)

I'll call and confirm that by thursday too :'D

I think thats all :'D I'm making everything such a big deal cuz i just rly want everything to go according to plan this time for once :(((

alright thanks for reading!! make sure you talk to each other about the money and the rides thing (:
I'll see you all fridaaaaay ;D

So i had the shittiest day ever yesterday....

Yeah, it was soo bad yesterday thats why i didnt even post on here, or go on, 

srry guys.

but i just went on poupee and then went to sleep ..

Idk..

it was terrible.

lets start from the beginning okay?
click the title to read moree~! ^_~