So I'm guessing....

I think I got :

Computer Graphics -- A

History -- A

English -- B (for sure...)

Japanese -- A

Physics -- A??

Pre-calc -- B (for sure lol )

so yeah... two B's ))))):

guess im not getting a 4.0 this semester ;___;

I HAVE TO GET IT NEXT SEMESTTERRR!! SHIT :/

How'd you guys do??

MORE PPl NEED TO POST LOL @____@

i know aimidori's internet died..

but WHERE THE HELL IS TEA AND KIMLINK?!

D<

i went for two  days and everyone is also dead on here -_-;

So something really retarded happened to me yesterday..

i was just waiting for my mom to pick me up after school and then like i was just on the phone with panda, right?

all of a sudden, these two blonde girls drive by and they were singing REALLY LOUDLY and then they like looked at me while singing really loudly and i was like O_o;

and then one of them was like at me:

"YOU LOOK LIKE A CHINESE WHORE." and then they drove away really fast !

and i was like O___________________________________________O

like I WAS SOOO SHOCKED~! my jaw literally like dropped.

i totally did not expect anyone would say that to me. esp some random blonde bitch.

then i was like

HIYKS|||DRGHWIEH~?!

and panda was like "what happened?"

and then i was SUPER DUPER MAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was really gonna walk up to their car and punch that girl who said it in the face

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD<

i was just like WTF ?!?!?! sooo freaking pissed off -_-;

and so i took a picture of their car and panda said he was gonna go find it and spray paint "WHORE" on it lol @_@

damn what a fucking crazy bitches...

i hope they die in a fire -_-;;

so yeah...

new semesterrr~~~

how is everyone doing so far ? :D

let's work hard to get good gradees ^^d

So i had the shittiest day ever yesterday....

Yeah, it was soo bad yesterday thats why i didnt even post on here, or go on, 

srry guys.

but i just went on poupee and then went to sleep ..

Idk..

it was terrible.

lets start from the beginning okay?
click the title to read moree~! ^_~ 

Day 2 of Finals

Too Sunny For a Bad Day.....

Period 2, Midori and I talked the whole time. The large amount of food for the party was disgusting. I'm so glad I didn't participate. I kept staring at Minty/Silk. I couldn't help it. I guess

I started thinking about it too much. Lmao....

Then we had lunch. I went with Annie to do corrections on her test for her Math class (which is my old math class from sophomore year btw). So i got to say 'Hi' to her. I told her about my summer school idea and she told me College Algebra will most likely not count as Trig or Algebra 2.

I'm still in shock . . . .

After that, Annie bought me ice cream. She bought me the last orange ♥ and she got a chocolate short cake (?). It was chocolaty.

4th period, I had a presentation for my 8x10 photo. It was a close up details of the tree. It was a good picture. I really liked it. He wrote on the back of my photo...I thought it read 20yz. Then I looked at my other friend's that had 19 B. I'm guessing it was 20A.

After school, I learned my group got 56/85. . . . Uhm...I'm not really sure what to say, but...holy f. I'm going to get dropped out of a class I've been trying so hard in. I'm very...very upset. Also tomorrow is my viet final and geometry final. After the finals I have to go back to my viet class to make up a writing test. Dear god let me do well.

I don't think I'll be able to see Toast tomorrow. I really want to cry. I need a big affectionate hug or I'm going to be overwhelmed. Maybe that's why I keep looking at Minty...Stupid toast. Stupid everything. I feel like I'm going insane. What should I do... My heart is wavering...I guess I'm insecure the fact that he's going back to Marina and I'll see him less often.

This isn't fair. Well...nothing is fair..

He didn't even call me yesterday or last night.

If only Toast was reading this, but either way.

Thanks toast; I feel left behind sometimes even when you focus on your school work too...I'm not sure why.. Sometimes you talk to everyone else, but me (Sorry for always wanting your attention). Sorry about Sunday that I couldn't come because of my driving lessons, but you didn't even im/text/call me to see what I was up to...well that's stupid actually because you never call me unless I asked you too. I feel so stubborn and useless and I hate clinging on things like this. I just hate it .... I feel so lonely...

he really isn't boyfriend material.

I wish he called me sometimes....

I'm gonna call him tonight. Maybe it'll make my stress drop.

My mom keep nagging me too which is like +20 to stress.

Crazy Ass Busy Day -.-

SO YEAH.

It was really a crazy day. I almost died/passed out x____x

i am so fcking tired right now...not funny )))))):

So i woke up at 5:15AM to study for finals...two hardest ones today....

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went to zero period...my HUGE fucking project due tmrw and i worked my ass

off in that class today....but i didnt get done...so had to finish it at home..

its computer graphics and we're using Illustrator tho...not photoshop....so i didnt have it on my comp...

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second per. final -- english

i actually did kind of good :D

thank goodness i studied ^_^;

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20 min break

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back to finals..

PRE CALCULUS FINAL AKA

PRETTY MUCH THE HARDEST

FUCKING TEST I EVERRR TOOK T___T 

i guessed on like 60% of it...like RANDOM guessing...it was soo fucking hard damn...

i barely studied for it too lol..thats probably why

i was aiming to get an A on the final and get an A in the class..

but after i took it...i just hope i get to keep my B~~~! T_____T

WAAHHHH~~! i hate math ://

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went home with V...then i rode my bike to panda's house at around 2:30..

hung out till 5...rode home...

and then my STUPID DOWNLOAD FOR ILLUSTRATOR TRIAL VERSION

started fucking up my computer and i was like screamiinggggg D:

after like 1 hr of screaming , i finally fixed it and it finished downloading and installing..

worked on the project from 6--8:40(now)

and I AM STILL TRYING TO FINISH IT .. FUCK ://////

probably not gonna finish till like 10 pm..and  i didnt even study for tmrw's finals yet.

which means i guess i'll be up till 2-3 today...

fuck me DDx

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atleast im going to TGI Friday's with panda tmrw to celebrate our passed 

anniversary lol @________@

what a tiring daaay....phewww :/

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the project is i have to produce my own CD and design everything!

(cd holder, cd label, cd booklet.....)

i even have to actually put something in the CD..

so at the same time i am making a video.

my CD is about lolita fashion atleast! so thats keeping me awake haha :D

here's a teaser of the project..(: I'll probably let you guys all see the real thing when u come over ^^

this is the cd holder cover:

yeah...i'm pretty tired..oh and to make things worse,

my nail broke HALF off and i screamed so bad...

i thought it was bleeding..thank god its not...but i have

a giant band aid on it and i can barely type lol.

it broke cuz of the stupid damn printer tried to eat my hand 

WAAHH~~! T_______T;;;;

Day 1 of FINALS

I'm surviving so far, with one ego and a bottle of water.

Class started at 8 and, for crying out loud, my first period is my first and hardest final (In my opinion...FOR NOW). AP US History. I'm so glad I have such a great teacher though. He let us take it in a group. So hopefully my group of four...at least got a B..which is like 75/85.

My other classes weren't so bad. Until I remembered I'm going to have a Viet final...language finals are a punch in the face. I also have to make up my test I missed...which was HARD.

-sigh-

In English...Midori and I kept thinking about how our teacher was sort of pushing a party onto our class, like "If you want to join, then you gotta bring something."

But either way...Midori and I decided not to participate. It's actually too much of a hassle.

Instead.....WE'RE GOING TO BRING OUR OWN FOOD.

bwuhahahahahha

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Life went by soundly so far. Lunch was good.

I got a fish sandwich and part of a pizza 'Striper Legs' (new nickname in glossary) didn't finish.

It was all good until '723' was feeding me oranges...That were SOUR.

-Shivers-

6th period. The world's longest test. Chemistry.

Oh goodness. I seriously started to fall asleep during the test, but I got an A for my notebooks.

My teacher wrote, "You have potential, use it. You're a good artist too. :)"

He probably saw the drawing of the black chick I drew.

I still laugh looking at that because it actually looks like one.

Not mexican.

No, I did not make a racist joke by having her have egos and watermelons.

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I hope we do well on the finals.

I have no finals tomorrow. Woot. \o/

But a Viet & Geometry final Friday. At least we get to go home early.

8 am ~ 12:30 ish pm

Good enough to me.

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I was talking to Toast awhile ago and found out I might not be able to go to his house Friday. I feel like shit already. I'm not entirely sure why...since this has been happening for the past few months (the cancellations of Sundays and Fridays). Well, he's been focusing himself to make up his school work aka 12 homework assignments for trig. He hates Trig. I don't blame him.

+ + + + +

He said we would talk later when he was done. I hope so....

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I might be taking algebra 2 in the summer and take the challenge tests and I'm getting my license in July...not June. -sad-

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Next week, I'm really busy.

4 monthsary :D, 2 last driving lessons, and my appointment with FiDM.

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo EXCITED.

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Like...I stayed up 'til 4 am studying for the AP US History Final. It was worth the studying.

I also used 2 hours to rewrite my study guide homework for Chem which I ended up leaving at home today because I forgot about it.

:'D ....

I also barely got an sleep because of my stupid period.

AUGH----AUGH----AUGH