Yeah, it was soo bad yesterday thats why i didnt even post on here, or go on,
srry guys.
but i just went on poupee and then went to sleep ..
Idk..
it was terrible.
- zero period: the teacher did not show up when it was 7:00am alrdy..so the whole class waited in the hallway until 7:15 and we were about to leave when the vice principal came by to open the door for us and she let us in.. basically i was 15 mins late to FINISH my effin project in that class that i worked for 5 hrs on the night before...and in the end i didnt even do a good job on the journal i was supposed to write for it because WE HAD NO TIME. and i didnt even finish putting the CD label on my CD cuz the teacher put them somewhere and we couldnt finish them....so its basically her fault.
- took my japanese final which turned out to be FAILURE cuz i didnt study for it -_-; and it was harder than i expected -- NOT GOOD! so there was some words that kept showing up and i forgot what they meant....so i scribbled down some words on the desk so i could look them up after the test to see if i got them right... well after done with the test, i started studying for my next final: physics.
Guess what happened?
I FORGOT TO ERASE THE WORDS I WROTE ON THE DESK!!!!!
when we got to break, v called me and she said my japanese teacher wanted to talk to me and i suddenly remembered about the words!!!! and i was like "OH SHIIIIT!" so i ran back to the classroom and my teacher was ANGRRRYYY AT ME!! she was like >:| so yeah..i got in trouble :/ cuz i wrote on the desk (school property) and it was technically cheating since the other class could go in and see it..... Dx she was actually going to turn me into the admin and then i would get in HUUUGE trouble~! but she didnt and just told me to come after 4th per final to clean all her desks... Evil bitch -_-'' - took the physics final that i only studied for like 30 iiminss~ Dx damn. I hope i did okay. it wasnt that hard but kind of weeirrrd D: so then after that, i called panda to come pick me up cuz we were supposed to hang out and go eat to celebrate our anniversary right?? so he came to pick me up... and it was like 12:30noon
- i had to run to the japanese class and started cleaning the desks as fast as i could and panda was having a hard time getting into my school cuz there was so much traffic and ...his mom started calling him...cuz she had to go to work at 1:00(she needed the car) DDDDDDDDDDDDDD: and we were rushing sooo bad and i really did try to clean them asap..but i finished like in5--10 mins..so i ran out to the car right away and we were in such a rush to get home cuz his mom was late alrdy and he was like freaking out T^T and he told her he went to get gas (?) then she called him back like when we were almost to his house and she was like yelling and she knew...so she was like "You're picking coffeeclouds up arent you?!" and then we got scared ...so he dropped me off at the liquor store near his house until things calmed down...then he drove home and i just went to the liquor store..when i walked back to his house after she left, i was like so what happened??"
- and he told me she was like SUUUUUPER PISSED at him ... ;______; and she was all like "you don't respect me ...and your girlfriend is more important than me....so if you don't respect me, i'm not going to respect her. And i don't want to see her coming over occasionally anymore." and she was yelling at him a lot and was really angry... But...i didn't get it because...I FUCKING DIDN'T EVEN DO ANYTHING!!! i was rushing too and trying to clean the desks...and all i wanted to do was have a good day with him...but no... :/ nothing good ever happens..and now all this shit, and she fucking hates me for no reason...and i felt so unwelcome at his house and i just felt so angry/sad/unjustified ... akljdghsifhjlijywr!!!! i was so MAD too and really really sad.....i didnt know what to do cuz i didnt think it was my fault... i kept thinking what did i do to deserve this... -_-; i shouldnt have asked him to pick me up (i just thought he had time...i didnt even know his mom had to work at 1) and all this crap happened ... and somehow its my fault..always ...
So i felt really really unjustified and frustrated, and i started like screaming/crying and wow it was bad .. i havent cried that hard in a while... i was just SUPER ANGRY and like ...idk...sometimes adults act like CHILDREN -- they are even more immature than us sometimes cuz they only know how to act on their anger and let it out on ppl who have less power than them...and they don't consider others' feelings....
i just felt like i wish everyone would start acting their age and being more rational and mature.
and i just felt soo so heartbroken )))): i cried for like an hour lol. i felt so ARGH! so basically we couldn't even celebrate yesterday though i planned for it all week cuz obviously she was angry at us and we couldnt take the car to go out ... and also he had to break down the wall in the garage which is skye's room cuz the house checking ppl are going to come and make sure that no one is living in there and that there's a car in there so they have to break down the wall to fit the car in there -_-; i just spent the rest of the day with him crying and playing sims and then i helped him break down the walls...etc... - it was just a really bad day and i felt like crappp Dx actually this WEEK was really SHIITY too :/ idek baaaad week! finals BLAH Dx
pics of the wall we were destroying ^_^ it was pretty fun ahah like smashing down a wall to get all my anger out ^_^;
awwww~ :'D
whoaa~ so strongg~ ;D
the secret door to wonderland.....:D
i went hulksmash >D
I hope you guys read all of this~ sorry its so longg! at least some good things happened yesterday (VERY LITTLE ) and some good things happened today x_x but im tired so i'll post about it in a later post ^_^; i have a birthday party to go to~ (: bought the girl a lovely present yesterday, btw! will upload pics of the shirt soon~ (maybe on poupee )
oh, and i have an obsession with
Pink and Gold Things!!!i wanted this purse for soo long and i was actually gonna get it:or this one too:but i didnt get them...because i got that quilted one for 35$instead for 40$ at the ASIAN MALLL~~!! WOOT WOOOOTTT! :DDDwill post pics later ^_^;;;; i was soo happy~
but the thing is...it didn't come with the gold chain... ._.
maybe he forgot to give it to me ;_;
3 comments:
Awwww! I'm so sorry you didn't get to celebrate you anniversary like you wanted to. >_< But at least you got to let out your anger on the garage wall right? Nothing like smashing things together to make bonding time!
Oh gawd. I know what you mean about adults being immature, but I can't really say anything against leland's mom. I mean if Leland knew his mom had work then it's his fault. If his mom didn't tell anyone then its her fault. He needs his own car.
(Moms can't let go of their sons too. It happens. :/ )
At least you got to smash walls. Good anger venting.
Post the pic of the bag soon~
aww lynna, adults are so stupid and frustrating sometimes....
i wanna smash walls!
seems like you did not study very well for finals XD
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