I'm late I'm late (for posting)

I'm seriously late! I know I haven't been typing anything lately, but ooooooohhhhh myyy gawwdd so much happened.

Enjoyed Alice and Wonderland guys. So much fun. Love ♥ Love.

So here it is in chronological order. Well hopefully I remember everything.

February 21th, Sunday;

I went to Toast's house for piano practice. We acted like nothing happened and I played piano for about an hour or so. I was planning to go home at 4:00pm. So we played piano for an hour then we took a break. We were showing each other youtube videos in his room. Typical day at his house. I would constantly peck his cheeks. He seemed to sort of ignored them, but he would give a smile in return. I was settled on his lap and was leaning on the desk sorta. After awhile, he leans in and wraps his warms around my neck and softly places his chin on my right shoulder. I thought it was nice, but confusing at the same time. Time flew by quickly as my pecks grew to silent soft kisses on his lips and he would just literally bear hug me now and then. When it was 4:00pm, I text'd my brother to pick me up. He was in church so I had to wait 'til he got out. So we both occupied each other with the internet. We just watching comedies and loling about them. 2 minutes before before 5:00 I began to slowly...start making out with him. Not like tongue kiss. Just lips. @__@; Things continued that way until my brother text'd me. It was 5:05 and Toast asked me if I should be leaving since he's already here, but I kept interrupting him with small bits of kisses. Then 3 minutes went by and practically every minute he kept repeating what he said. So I did it one more time then got up. We went down. Hugged. I Left. Simple as it was, but I was so confused. I didn't realized anything else except for the energy that overwhelmed my body when I kissed him. Oh, how it warmed me on the inside. I didn't understand though and I didn't realize the true meaning of why I did that. The day ended like that and I went home feeling nothing, but clouds overwhelming me...

The new week continued to amuse me. Staring at the back of Minty, but after awhile I started to notice things. Was he glancing at me too? Does he try to talk to me?

During one of the odd days that week in third period...(I do not remember) I was trying to make my friend laugh. You guys know that mustache thing I do all the time with my hair. So, I was doing that and when in the corner of my eye. I seriously thought he was looking at me. So I went back to looking at my friends for awhile and this time. I looked. FOR SURE. I literally looked and he was doing the same exact mustache thing. You have no idea how hard I started to laugh on the inside. He was definitely looking at me before when I was doing it and my guts tell me it isn't a lie. Through out that week, I tried to get his attention. Constantly. Leaving me by myself so maybe he'd try to talk to me again. I began to doubt the feeling that he wanted to talk to me. So I just continued doing it...

February 28th, Sunday; I went to Toast's for piano lessons again. I played piano for 2 hours then when it was 3 I called for my ride to go home. I was really tired so I was just sitting around on the ouch with Toast. Toast would lay on me once and awhile, I'd snuggle into him too. Then for some reason I said, "I hate you."

Him: Why?

Me: I was lying don't worry. hahahaha.

Him: Why did you suddenly say that though.

Me: because I can.

Then I took a pillow and tried to suffocate him. He's sister walked in and paused and said, " ....OOOKKAAYY."

Then she walked over and just sat on the pillow that was on his face. It was entertaining to watch.

My ride came and I was walking out of the door. We said bye as he opened the door for me. I took a step in front of the door and suddenly he hugs me. He's arms..wrapping around my neck once again from the back. He's face, facing down over my shoulder next to my ear. I was confused...I became shocked and afraid. Realizing that my main purpose in life wasn't to possibly love... or be loved .I pat him on the head while he hugged me and I walked out from his arms...then the door...then the through the gate...and out of the position of being his lover that I wanted to work hard for. Maybe I did love him and I couldn't see it...Or possibly it's because I wasn't meant to see it...

I figured my purpose was to just stay beside the person that thinks they love/like me until they realize things about themselves. Then again that's stupid.

So... Minty has tried to talk to me. He paces back and forth trying to talk to me and he DOES look at me.

Then One day.

March 4th, Thursday; he got moved to my table for a test and the first thing he says is,

"Have you ever seen an elephant hiding behind a bridge?"

Me: uuuhmmmmmmmmm....................................no............?

Him: Yeah, because it's hiding.

I was laughing so hard about it. I am in love with that joke. xD

March 9th, Tuesday; We finally talked. Sorta. He made fun of my stick figure because it didn't have a face and it looked like a bear. It did look like a bear afterwards though. That's the funny part.

10~5 minutes before class ended he sat in front of me.

Me: Hi :D

Him: Hey :o

Me: How's everything going? :]

Him: pretty bad... Today's my last day, tomorrow is my birthday and the day after that I have therapy.

Me: (Ignoring the last day...because I was in shock) It's your birthday tomorrow?!

Him: Yeah.....?

Me: High five!

Then we Hi-five.

Him: What for?

Me: Well it's your birthday tomorrow isn't it? Happy Early Birthday :]

Then the teacher made everyone go back to their normal seat. I'm still processing that it's his last day. Then I realized I should get his cellphone number, but he leaves even before I get to. =.=;;

So I WAS depressed and shocked. Trying to figure out what to do....

-Will be continued tomorrow...(hopefully) because there's too much too type and too much that happened~ -