AiMidori

oh man I'm so screwed....
i have five Cs and its all because i did not do homework for my classes....
i sooo screwed myself over, wth am i going to do now?? :(
and the thing that happened with my uncle....
well on Monday while i was at school my uncle came over to my house and totally ranted out on my mom
he was yelling and screaming at her and treating her like something that was beneath his shoes....
you know what he said to her?

he said since the moment that she was born until now, she was worthless, and that she does not know how to do anything right, and that includes raising me right...
i don't even know what brought all of this on, but he said ever time i go up to his house, my cousins and aunts are always giving me money... i was like WTF?!? that money was a Christmas present and a birthday present from them..... then he said that my mom probably does not even provide for me. He was yelling so loud to the point where other people were looking out the window to see what was going on.

Now my mother is heartbroken and she has been in her bed all the time, and she said that she was done with him, and now she is cutting off relations with him, and that is a very big branch of my family that she is cutting off, about twenty people and that includes Mylene..... she said i could still go up there if i want but she was never going to speak to them again.
Then she told me that she brought me over here to American so i would have a chance to do better in life and if i don't study and do well in school and fail in life, then she said that it proves my uncle right and she couldn't raise me right..... and i going to get five Cs in school....
she said its going to humiliate her, because her brother was right.

She knew that even if you are family you can't really trust your family members all the time, and i guess she found out it was true, her own fucking brother told her that she was worthless and did not know anything, mind as well call her stupid... she said i can go live up there with him so she can go back to Vietnam and die... i don't want to live with that fucking idiot.

my mother tries hard to raise me everyday and she provides for me plenty and i think she is a great mom, SO HOW FUCKING DARE HE SAY THAT TO HER!!!!! I AM GOING TO SHOOT HIM THE NEXT TIME I SEE HIM!!!!!

so that's what happened and it made my mom cry and me too, i hate to see my mom cry....
she knew he was mean but now she knows his heart can freeze hell over. that deep down he is not a very good person at all.

so know I'm so scared when reports cards get mail, because i know i have let her down...i don't even know what the hell happen to make me get such bad grades....i should of just putted in the fucking effort to do my homework. i think i'm gonna cry.


btw whats up your post Cafe? theres like five of the same one....